![]() He didnt speak.just looked towards the house. "Im sorry sir.i was craving sugar" i explained. He called me out to the trash can from my place in the kitchen and opened the lid. He helps keep me on track.Yesterday he came home from work and his eagle eyes caught sight of a candy bar wrapper i had tucked far down into the trash can. Master is aware how much i am committed to getting myself in shape and he is committed to helping me reach my goal. The more a slave and master are in tune with each other the more successful the relationship and the more both are obviously paying attention to each other. I think trust,respect and being completely in tune with your slave/master is the true definition of a bdsm relationship rather then leather and chains. I know what certain looks and facial expressions mean.certain pitches and tones to his voice.body can almost feel the hair on the back of his neck stand up when something makes him mad im so sensitized to him. I am already at a level with him that less and less words are needed to convey thoughts and feelings. There is nothing that would give me more happiness then to serve him night and day. Master has even hinted that in a few months he might let me move in as a full time slave and therefore i can be under his command 24/7.something i greatly desire. Things between Xavier and i are going extremely well. Now that we got that out of the way.onto the blog subject. I write from realism,not because i want to seduce you the reader into getting horned up and spending lots of money on me in my chat room. If something sexual happened,i will report it.if not,i dont. If it aint happening,i cant write it.and i apologise to anyone who comes to my blogs expecting tons of entries of nothing but sex and more hyper sex and i tend to keep things real.which might kill alot of hard ons.but hey,im human and my entries reflect that. I say i understand why he says that but image or not i cant be anyone but me and therefore i can only write what i feel and what is really going on. I have a webmaster who knows i blog and due to him promoting me as a cam girl he tells me to focus on making my blog penthouse forum-ish. If a girls blog reads like fucking penthouse forum with no real moments in between the porn stories it comes off as fake to me. Blog wise,when i see a blog of theirs that is nothing but sex sex sex i cant help but think "jesus god,when do they fucking sleep? Do they eat? Where are the real human moments in between all this supposed hyper sexual activity? Do they sit and drink a cup of coffee or walk their dog? Sorry.i like realism when i read blogs about peoples supposed lives. I watch the cams of other girls when they are on and i read the blogs of other cam girls when i find them. Before i get into the main meat of the blog.the subject matter for which the blog is named,i have a few words about blogging and being a cam girl. I didnt realise my blog was of major interest until then so i apologise to any fans that read it that i have neglected to blog until now. I was in my chat room last night and one of my fans commented i had not blogged in awhile.
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